scared to death

[Harrygto]

wow sorry to hear this you and yours will be in my payers

 

[cinnamon roll]

NNNNNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am crossing everything and then some for you and your family. No matter what the outcome is we are here for you.

You got this, you are fila mommy and you will kick it's ass just like a Fila.

 

[fila4me]

thank you guys!

clean scan results from CT on Monday, so only the tumor behind the ear to deal with.

 

[fixitlouie]

That's good news then...

 

[cinnamon roll]

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! KICK ASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

When do you find out about that one?

thank you guys!

clean scan results from CT on Monday, so only the tumor behind the ear to deal with.

 

[fila4me]

I see my surgeon on the 2nd to schedule surgery to remove the new tumor.
so, I should know next week if it is for sure cancerous. then my oncologist on the
8th to schedule the fight(if needed).

 

[cinnamon roll]

Just breathe. One day at a time.

Tammy sends her love and prayers.

 

[ruthcatrin]

Whew, ok, huge weight gone right there.

Deep breath, and kick its butt!

 

[fila4me]

Just breathe. One day at a time.

Tammy sends her love and prayers.

tell her right back at her!! us Tammy's are fighter's for sure!!

 

[fila4me]

Whew, ok, huge weight gone right there.

Deep breath, and kick its butt!

you got it!

 

[Bailey's Mom]

Sweety, I just tried to send you a private message, but your box is full. Hugs, Hugs, Hugs and much Drool from Bailey. You can do this. Great news about scan. Dig Down Deep For Fila Power...you've Got it Girl!

 

[fila4me]

Sweety, I just tried to send you a private message, but your box is full. Hugs, Hugs, Hugs and much Drool from Bailey. You can do this. Great news about scan. Dig Down Deep For Fila Power...you've Got it Girl!

thank you so much! had a long talk with my Fila girls this morning about how I will be using their determination and strength for a bit, lol! they just licked away my tears. love my girls

 

[fila4me]

getting ready to go see my ENT surgeon to set up surgery, UGH! my stomach is in knots. I am ready to get this ball rolling.

 

[angelbears]

Stay strong. Those Fila girls will be there to help you through. They are great to talk to. They don't go and tell everyone what you're feeling.

Our thoughts are with you!

 

[alejandro]

Good luck!!!

 

[cinnamon roll]

Best of luck Tammy!!!!

 

[fila4me]

I can feel the love!!

biopsy has been sent off, so in a couple of days I will know for sure. the rest of the news has not sunk in yet. I will need a nerve graph of the facial nerve, so meeting with another ENT/plastic surgeon on Monday. will know more after that and when surgery will be. consulted with him today, he and Dr. Mao said it will be a long, intense surgery. sweet Jesus give me strength. even worse was as I was walking to my car all I wanted was to call my dad, ugh

 

[ruthcatrin]

WEre they able to give you any other info on the tumor? Or not till the biopsy comes back? I take it that it was actually attached to the nerve and not just pressing against it then

 

[fila4me]

WEre they able to give you any other info on the tumor? Or not till the biopsy comes back? I take it that it was actually attached to the nerve and not just pressing against it then

will have to wait on the biopsy. I hate waiting, lol. that is their thinking,but won't know more until they open me up, ekk

 

[CeeCee]

I'm so sorry that you are in this place. We are all sending our loving and healing thoughts to you!