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Freaking out!!!

fila4me

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I went to my oncologist today for my routine 8 wk check up, I am 2yrs in remission. about a week and a half ago I found a lump and he wrote it up as an inguinal adenopathy! he push for an immediate CT and I go in tomorrow at 12:45.

he was really concerned that he felt 3 bb like masses in it and it is soft and tender to the touch. I am freaking the fuck out!!! just had to say it somewhere that my family would not see as I do not want to scare my 3yro son and 9 yro daughter.
 

cinnamon roll

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I am completely speechless right now. I can not imagine the fear that you are feeling right now. How long does it take to get the results back?
 

chuckorlando

Well-Known Member
I aint sure what to say to be honest as hell. I'm sorry for you even if it's just for the worry. Your in our prayers and we hope it all works out proper.
 

fila4me

Well-Known Member
much love guys!

my dr. said it may come back late Friday and if he does he will call me.if not,I have an appt.set up for Tuesday morning.

I am still a little overwhelmed.
 

Kahuna

Well-Known Member
My prayers and wishes are with you. There seem to be quite a few cases recently with 3 in my family alone. All have had positive outcomes to date and I'm sure yours will be the same.
 

cinnamon roll

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Is there anything at all I can do to help you ? If so please let me know. I will happily pm you my number if you would like to talk.
 

fila4me

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Is there anything at all I can do to help you ? If so please let me know. I will happily pm you my number if you would like to talk.
I will definitely let you know!!!!! thank you! my kids are on their way home,so I am going to get some amazing hugs and snuggles!
 

angelbears

Well-Known Member
Tammy our thoughts are with you. I wish I had words of comfort and could tell you not to worry. What I can tell you is it can be a thousand different things, not just cancer. Hang tough. Sending healing vibes and good karma for a good report.

Know that this is a safe zone. Freak out with us as needed.
 

raechiemay

Well-Known Member
Man..my heart is aching right now hoping that it's not bad news. I will send in extra prayers for you!! Please do keep us updated & I'm here as well if you need anything at all!
 

ruthcatrin

Well-Known Member
I'd be freaking completely.

Hell, I had a doc scare the living daylights out of me a few years ago that way, totally unintentionally, I spent a weekend totally FREAKED, till I could call her back. I can't imagine what I'd do in your situation.
 

Cody

Well-Known Member
Thinking of you! I would be losing my mind as well :( We are all here if you need to rant and vent!
 

CeeCee

Well-Known Member
Oh man, I am sorry.

I'm sending you loving, peaceful, healthy vibes and praying for you!
 

joshuagough

Well-Known Member
Hit some heart strings opening this thread, as a teenager I went thru this same story with my mother.

Last year this video was filmed at my church by Darlene Zschech (she's from a church in Australia), it's a long video fast forward to 6:18s in the video. I'd tell you I wasn't really feeling the music so to say (it was after a women's conference so there were way to many hormones in the room lol), however she started speaking against cancer during the song and that surely caught my attention as it was easy to relate to what we were facing.

I'd say typically in life when I'm going thru a storm the last thing I want to do is turn on worship music. However as I was reading thru those lyrics, my attitude definitely changed about the situation & worship.. there was some sense of calm.

To make a long story short a lot of things have changed in my life since then but, I can tell you I believe beyond a shadow of a doubt that people that walk thru storms are called to stand in the gap of those going thru the same storms.. I declare healing, comfort & peace in Jesus name over you and your family!

We will be praying for you & be expectant of a good report!

[video=youtube;TVsRM55_jsE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TVsRM55_jsE[/video]

Cornerstone - of Hope
My hope is built on nothing less

Than Jesus blood and righteousness

I dare not trust the sweetest frame

But wholly trust in Jesus name



Christ alone; cornerstone
Weak made strong; in the Saviour's love
Through the storm, He is Lord
Lord of all


When Darkness seems to hide His face
I rest on His unchanging grace
In every high and stormy gale
My anchor holds within the veil
My anchor holds within the veil

When He shall come with trumpet sound,
Oh, may I then in Him be found;
Dressed in His righteousness alone,
Faultless stand before the throne.
 

NeSaxena

Well-Known Member
Oh man! You're in my prayers, like AB said, to make sure it is one of those thousand different things that's easily explainable and taken care of :)
 

Mooshi's Mummy

Well-Known Member
From one Tammy to another I am thinking of you and hoping and praying that all will be well! Hey us Tammy's are tough so whatever it is its not as tough as we are! Hugs.