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musicdeb

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I hope that it turns out ok for you, Tammy. I know this is easier said than done, but try to breathe and not stress because stress will cause your body to stop working the way it should work. Know what I mean?

~hugs~
 
fila4me

fila4me

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thank you guys!
slept like shit last night,to be expected and now my rugrats are fighting.way to keep it real,lol

got about an hour until I have to drink my 1st 1/2 of the barium,ewwww
my mind is telling me all is good,but that secret part is going fing crazy.

my dad is in the hospital,went in Tuesday,in the MCU and I have avoided him because I know
if I see him I will lose it. I do not want to stress him out while he needs to get better.

I am just ready to get this shit over and get some answers!!!
 
fila4me

fila4me

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joshuagough said:
Hit some heart strings opening this thread, as a teenager I went thru this same story with my mother.

To make a long story short a lot of things have changed in my life since then but, I can tell you I believe beyond a shadow of a doubt that people that walk thru storms are called to stand in the gap of those going thru the same storms.. I declare healing, comfort & peace in Jesus name over you and your family!

We will be praying for you & be expectant of a good report!

/QUOTE]
thank you!! so very much!!
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Penelope's Mom

Penelope's Mom

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Just know that you have friends and support here and if you ever need to talk, we'll always be here.

Sending good luck and positive thoughts your way.
 
fila4me

fila4me

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Mooshi's Mummy said:
From one Tammy to another I am thinking of you and hoping and praying that all will be well! Hey us Tammy's are tough so whatever it is its not as tough as we are! Hugs.
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yes, we are very strong!!!! I was first diagnosed 1yr and exactly 1wk after my mom passed from Pancreatic cancer. I had a 3 1/2 month old and a 6 yr old. I was walking in the mall with him when I got the call. my ent surgeon said she normally did not give results over the phone,but we needed to get on this posthaste. it was very aggressive and fast moving, all of my dr's think it was due to the pregnancy. it is a very rare cancer with little to no statistics-acinic cell carcinoma of the parotid gland(salivary gland cancer).

I had 35 sessions of radiation and 54 sessions of chemo. due to my mom being the 1st person on her side of the family to have any type of cancer,she was also a 17 yr breast cancer survivor, I was tested for the HER2 receptor and tested positive.so, I had to do 13 months of Herceptin.

the day I was hospitalized for 5wks(had not eaten anything but ice chips for 42 days)I drove myself along with my kids to the cancer center!my boyfriend was at work(ups driver) and I felt horrible, bloody vomit and diarrhea.my bp was 58/34,heart rate was 35! the poor nurses almost shit!!!they wanted to call emer. transport to take me across the street to the hospital,but I had my kids and didn't want to freak out my dd. so we walked across the street and up to the cancer floor. my kids sat with me until someone could come and get them,about 3 hrs.

so, yes we Tammy's are some tough girls!!!

I know no matter what the outcome I can beat it, I just worry about my kids and my brother!
 
Mooshi's Mummy

Mooshi's Mummy

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fila4me said:
yes, we are very strong!!!! I was first diagnosed 1yr and exactly 1wk after my mom passed from Pancreatic cancer. I had a 3 1/2 month old and a 6 yr old. I was walking in the mall with him when I got the call. my ent surgeon said she normally did not give results over the phone,but we needed to get on this posthaste. it was very aggressive and fast moving, all of my dr's think it was due to the pregnancy. it is a very rare cancer with little to no statistics-acinic cell carcinoma of the parotid gland(salivary gland cancer).

I had 35 sessions of radiation and 54 sessions of chemo. due to my mom being the 1st person on her side of the family to have any type of cancer,she was also a 17 yr breast cancer survivor, I was tested for the HER2 receptor and tested positive.so, I had to do 13 months of Herceptin.

the day I was hospitalized for 5wks(had not eaten anything but ice chips for 42 days)I drove myself along with my kids to the cancer center!my boyfriend was at work(ups driver) and I felt horrible, bloody vomit and diarrhea.my bp was 58/34,heart rate was 35! the poor nurses almost shit!!!they wanted to call emer. transport to take me across the street to the hospital,but I had my kids and didn't want to freak out my dd. so we walked across the street and up to the cancer floor. my kids sat with me until someone could come and get them,about 3 hrs.

so, yes we Tammy's are some tough girls!!!

I know no matter what the outcome I can beat it, I just worry about my kids and my brother!
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Wow I don't know what to say, I am VERY lucky and have never been seriously ill. You sound like one tough and strong Tammy and I am sending you every positive vibe I can! Your brother and kids have you and just because of that they will be fine because I am sure you wont let them be anything but. Keep strong girl, I am rooting for you!!
 
fila4me

fila4me

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results came back, it is NOT cancer!!!! thank you all for your positive thoughts, prayers and awesome support!!!! much love
 
joshuagough

joshuagough

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Couldn't be more excited for you! You are truly more than a Conqueror!

I've come to see even when we are in life's many deserts, be it physically, emotional, financially or spiritually.. he's still there with us even if it may not feel like it. If we hold on and yield our heart, and embrace the situation.. God opens our eyes to a vision much higher than whatever the obstacle is. If as the word says, he's purposed our life he doesn't throw us in the mix with the obstacle and "hoped we make it to the other side".

We embrace that season & obstacle and come out the other side, to find we are now on a whole "nuther'" level.. ready to tackle life more so than ever before.

Romans 8:36
As it is written:
“For your sake we face death all day long;
we are considered as sheep to be slaughtered.”


37No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. 38For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, 39neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.



fila4me said:
results came back, it is NOT cancer!!!! thank you all for your positive thoughts, prayers and awesome support!!!! much love
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