When my breeder called me saying that Bailey's sister had died suddenly of an unknown cause, I became a super hyper vigilant parent. I must have taken her to the vet three times, but she never crashed like her sister did, and eventually my worry diminished and I got back to just loving and enjoying my girl, but it caused me to do the hard work and face her mortality. I know that her days and mine are numbered and that every day on earth with them is a divine blessing. When the day comes I hope I face it bravely and love her to her last breath and beyond. And when I draw my last breath, may God bless me and place me on the other side of the rainbow bridge. I want to open my eyes to see her again. I would count myself blessed...I would know that I was in heaven indeed.
May you see your beloved again, running to meet you on the other side of the rainbow bridge, but not yet...not for a very, very long time.